here it is ladies and gentlemen.
My last night here in Laguna Beach. My last night in California even.
I have so many feelings right now but the two main major feelings that I feel right now are Nervousness and Excitement.
It really is a mixture of the two.
I am excited that I am finally leaving and that I can see my friends and family awaiting me at the airport.
I am not sure why I am nervous. I am little nervous about flying... I haven't flown in a long time so this is kind of big for me. But you know... I am not THAT worried about it. I know that once I get there and get checked in and go through security that it will all be okay.
Aw man! I can't wait.
But I am not really looking forward to getting up at 6am but I want to be sure that I have enough time to go through all the fucking lines and airport crap.
*whew*
1 DAY!!!!!!
Friday, April 18, 2008
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Wow.
Thursday is almost gone. and I am still here. But I won't be here for much longer. I am going home the day after tomorrow. *sigh* I fucking made it. I really did. I am coming home in the next few days. Wow.
that is really all I can say.
And I have made it happen for my self. I earned the money to get me here and I am proud that I worked so hard to make it this far.
I have an extremely busy day tomorrow with all the crap that I have to do. So today was my last day to see Laguna Beach. I didn't spend a lot of time there... but I did get to know it some what. And I worked and slaved over getting my self out of this mess I created so... I am glad that everything is going to work out.
2 DAYS!!!!
Thursday is almost gone. and I am still here. But I won't be here for much longer. I am going home the day after tomorrow. *sigh* I fucking made it. I really did. I am coming home in the next few days. Wow.
that is really all I can say.
And I have made it happen for my self. I earned the money to get me here and I am proud that I worked so hard to make it this far.
I have an extremely busy day tomorrow with all the crap that I have to do. So today was my last day to see Laguna Beach. I didn't spend a lot of time there... but I did get to know it some what. And I worked and slaved over getting my self out of this mess I created so... I am glad that everything is going to work out.
2 DAYS!!!!
Well I have successfully not gone to work for the past three days. But I have been sick for almost a week. Actually it has been over a week. And I am still sorta sick. I could be worse. But I have been feeling better. It has been going perfectly. I am going in tomorrow to drop off the flowers for my boss and picking up my check and I am going to pretend that I have no voice from coughing and then I will be free. Oh I forgot it is Thursday... so I will be acting out my plan tomorrow.
There also have been some interesting Internet correspondence between me and the "Guarantor". I think it is safe to say that I will never be doing THAT again. EVER. But she pretty much told me that she was worried about May's rent and utilities and that she wanted a maintenance person to walk through our apartment and see that there have been no damages done to it.
First of all... we have a kitty that we are not supposed to have since the leasing office doesn't know about it. Also I am busy today and Friday. I don't have the fucking time for this. Plus the fact there are no fucking damages! and if there are I paid the 500.00 fucking dollar security deposit so if the damages show up they can take it out of that. Plus the fact my roommate has also paid that security deposit so that is at least 1,000 that they can take it out of that. It made me angry that she insinuated that we (or her daughter) made fucking holes in the ceilings, broke the door hinges and poured wine on the carpet and walls.
Also I want to know where my last month's rent went. Because I paid the bitch first and LAST month's rent. I am pretty sure that when someone says first and last months rent that is what it fucking means. Last I checked anyway.
So I think that my suspicions of her over charging me and spending the extra money on Valium and wine are correct. Because I think that is what she is doing. Since it sounds to me like she is worried that she can't pay the rent because she spent the money on frivolous shit. And I am calling her out on it.
I pretty much told her that.. actually... here is the e-mail. With the name's and other information removed from it.
this is what she sent me.
Now... I didn't want her to know that I was leaving so soon because of complications such as this and receiving an e-mail such as the one above but... it is done now and they were bound to find out sooner or later that I was leaving the 19th anyway. So below is the response that I sent to her.
Um... it was from my understanding that I paid for May's rent since when I sent you the check that was for the first and last month's rent when we first talked about me becoming (roommate's name here) roommate. I have saved ALL my e-mail's which includes that information as well as my bank statements which has the checks cleared in my bank account as well as your conformations that you have received as cashed those checks. So that really should not be the issue. I was planning on paying you the March- April utilities anyway because I didn't want to leave (roommate's name here) with the short end of the stick. I am more then willing to pay April- May's utilities as well.
You saying that my money for May's rent isn't there worries me and I would like to know where it has gone since I have records of YOU charging me first AND last month's rent as well as my bank statements which has records of my account clearing those checks.
I unfortunately do not have the time to have a maintenance guy go through our apartment before I leave because I do have some last minute business I have to take care of as well as finishing up my packing. There are no damages to speak of (my roommate can also vouch for this) and if there are I am sure the security deposit will cover it. Since that is what the security deposit is for. If there are more charges I am sure the leasing office will let me know and I will send a check to cover those charges. However I would like to have a copy of the statement that has the damages written on it sent TO ME and my mother. The actual copy of the damage report and not a e-mailed break-up of the damage report please. Have the leasing office send it to me. If there is any reimbursement please send it to (address insterted here)
So the way I see it I have no more business to do with you and I will send you a check for seventy five dollars and that should cover my utilities. I have sent a copy of this e-mail to the leasing office.
I caught her with her pants down. She seems to think that she has this power over me. Which she doesn't have. She can't keep me here and I don't know what makes her think that she has the power to do so. I am leaving in two days. I have kicked her in the nuts. I called her out on her bullshit.
like for example. She wouldn't send us copies of the actual bill statements but she would send e-mail break ups of what each cut was going to be.
...
now... doesn't that sound like a load of bullshit. This was not what I thought that she was doing. What I was under the impression that she was doing was that she would send us the e-mails but also scanned copies of the bill statements. Or at least hard evidence that she added it up and divided it correctly or that the numbers were correct. nope. I saw nothing of the sort. My mother also asked for BILL STATEMENTS not the e-mailed break up thing. But guess what she sent. you fucking guessed it.
So I called her out on it: "However I would like to have a copy of the statement that has the damages written on it sent TO ME and my mother. The actual copy of the damage report and not a e-mailed break-up of the damage report please. Have the leasing office send it to me."
I pretty much let her know that I know what she has been doing and that I am not going to give her anymore money except for the money for the utilities. She is not going to intimidate me by being a sugar coated housewife pretending to be a business woman.
She is freaking the fuck out because she now has to figure out where she is going to get the 702.00. Plus the money for the April- May's utilities. Which if she wants me to pay for it then that is fine. But I really don't see any reason to because she is probably going to spend it on more drugs for her bipolar crazy bitch disorder.
I do admit that I was being a bitch but when I don't know where my fucking money was going... I don't like to be fucked around with. I am not going to play her game. She can't keep me here and if she gets a lawyer it is going to cost her SO much more money. Since I have kept all my records (I thank my self and my foresight for that one). Even the conformation e-mails that she sent me saying that she has received my checks. I've got it all. I am more then happy to throw that back in her face.
But... you know... I will be gone from this shit hole in two more days and I won't have to worry about this bullshit. Because this woman is bat shit crazy and hopefully what I've said will make her think and back the FUCK off. Because I covered my bases. Especially with the letter to the leasing office that I sent to them. If I get given shit about me not leaving May 2nd I can point out what I said in the letter.
I said BY May 2nd.
Not ON.
BY.
Which means... anytime from the date of the letter to May the 2nd.
...I think I am safe on this one. My mama didn't raise no idiot as this woman will find out shortly enough.
The hard part is going to be going into work tomorrow and trying to convince them that I can't work but to get my check and drop off my gift. But I think I can manage.
Well... I am tired. I think I am going to get some shut eye. I am tired and I have a busy day ahead.
Good night.
Oh and
TWO DAYS!!!!!!!
There also have been some interesting Internet correspondence between me and the "Guarantor". I think it is safe to say that I will never be doing THAT again. EVER. But she pretty much told me that she was worried about May's rent and utilities and that she wanted a maintenance person to walk through our apartment and see that there have been no damages done to it.
First of all... we have a kitty that we are not supposed to have since the leasing office doesn't know about it. Also I am busy today and Friday. I don't have the fucking time for this. Plus the fact there are no fucking damages! and if there are I paid the 500.00 fucking dollar security deposit so if the damages show up they can take it out of that. Plus the fact my roommate has also paid that security deposit so that is at least 1,000 that they can take it out of that. It made me angry that she insinuated that we (or her daughter) made fucking holes in the ceilings, broke the door hinges and poured wine on the carpet and walls.
Also I want to know where my last month's rent went. Because I paid the bitch first and LAST month's rent. I am pretty sure that when someone says first and last months rent that is what it fucking means. Last I checked anyway.
So I think that my suspicions of her over charging me and spending the extra money on Valium and wine are correct. Because I think that is what she is doing. Since it sounds to me like she is worried that she can't pay the rent because she spent the money on frivolous shit. And I am calling her out on it.
I pretty much told her that.. actually... here is the e-mail. With the name's and other information removed from it.
this is what she sent me.
Hello M,
I have not heard back from you and I understand from (roommate) that you are planning on moving out April 19th. I'm so sorry to hear this. What are you planning to do regarding rent for May, and utilities for March-April (I should have that to you later this month) and April-May?
I'd like to hear from you if possible before you leave. I don't want to see you stuck with any damages to the apartment (if there are any!) that you are not responsible for. It might be prudent to have the maintenaince man come in and have a go round before you depart.
You can call me or email me. Your preference.
(insert roommate's name here) said you've been a nice roommate. I hope your experience in Laguna Beach was a rewarding one. I know it's not my cup of tea.
Sincerely,
(name left out)
(name left out)
Now... I didn't want her to know that I was leaving so soon because of complications such as this and receiving an e-mail such as the one above but... it is done now and they were bound to find out sooner or later that I was leaving the 19th anyway. So below is the response that I sent to her.
Um... it was from my understanding that I paid for May's rent since when I sent you the check that was for the first and last month's rent when we first talked about me becoming (roommate's name here) roommate. I have saved ALL my e-mail's which includes that information as well as my bank statements which has the checks cleared in my bank account as well as your conformations that you have received as cashed those checks. So that really should not be the issue. I was planning on paying you the March- April utilities anyway because I didn't want to leave (roommate's name here) with the short end of the stick. I am more then willing to pay April- May's utilities as well.
You saying that my money for May's rent isn't there worries me and I would like to know where it has gone since I have records of YOU charging me first AND last month's rent as well as my bank statements which has records of my account clearing those checks.
I unfortunately do not have the time to have a maintenance guy go through our apartment before I leave because I do have some last minute business I have to take care of as well as finishing up my packing. There are no damages to speak of (my roommate can also vouch for this) and if there are I am sure the security deposit will cover it. Since that is what the security deposit is for. If there are more charges I am sure the leasing office will let me know and I will send a check to cover those charges. However I would like to have a copy of the statement that has the damages written on it sent TO ME and my mother. The actual copy of the damage report and not a e-mailed break-up of the damage report please. Have the leasing office send it to me. If there is any reimbursement please send it to (address insterted here)
So the way I see it I have no more business to do with you and I will send you a check for seventy five dollars and that should cover my utilities. I have sent a copy of this e-mail to the leasing office.
I caught her with her pants down. She seems to think that she has this power over me. Which she doesn't have. She can't keep me here and I don't know what makes her think that she has the power to do so. I am leaving in two days. I have kicked her in the nuts. I called her out on her bullshit.
like for example. She wouldn't send us copies of the actual bill statements but she would send e-mail break ups of what each cut was going to be.
...
now... doesn't that sound like a load of bullshit. This was not what I thought that she was doing. What I was under the impression that she was doing was that she would send us the e-mails but also scanned copies of the bill statements. Or at least hard evidence that she added it up and divided it correctly or that the numbers were correct. nope. I saw nothing of the sort. My mother also asked for BILL STATEMENTS not the e-mailed break up thing. But guess what she sent. you fucking guessed it.
So I called her out on it: "However I would like to have a copy of the statement that has the damages written on it sent TO ME and my mother. The actual copy of the damage report and not a e-mailed break-up of the damage report please. Have the leasing office send it to me."
I pretty much let her know that I know what she has been doing and that I am not going to give her anymore money except for the money for the utilities. She is not going to intimidate me by being a sugar coated housewife pretending to be a business woman.
She is freaking the fuck out because she now has to figure out where she is going to get the 702.00. Plus the money for the April- May's utilities. Which if she wants me to pay for it then that is fine. But I really don't see any reason to because she is probably going to spend it on more drugs for her bipolar crazy bitch disorder.
I do admit that I was being a bitch but when I don't know where my fucking money was going... I don't like to be fucked around with. I am not going to play her game. She can't keep me here and if she gets a lawyer it is going to cost her SO much more money. Since I have kept all my records (I thank my self and my foresight for that one). Even the conformation e-mails that she sent me saying that she has received my checks. I've got it all. I am more then happy to throw that back in her face.
But... you know... I will be gone from this shit hole in two more days and I won't have to worry about this bullshit. Because this woman is bat shit crazy and hopefully what I've said will make her think and back the FUCK off. Because I covered my bases. Especially with the letter to the leasing office that I sent to them. If I get given shit about me not leaving May 2nd I can point out what I said in the letter.
I said BY May 2nd.
Not ON.
BY.
Which means... anytime from the date of the letter to May the 2nd.
...I think I am safe on this one. My mama didn't raise no idiot as this woman will find out shortly enough.
The hard part is going to be going into work tomorrow and trying to convince them that I can't work but to get my check and drop off my gift. But I think I can manage.
Well... I am tired. I think I am going to get some shut eye. I am tired and I have a busy day ahead.
Good night.
Oh and
TWO DAYS!!!!!!!
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
If it is not one thing it is another.
I am not sure why chaos likes to create it's self in my life but the mother fucker likes to and it was here a little while ago.
I received a call from work from my leasing office. They want me to sign a paper that releases me from the lease since I am in a "guarantor" situation. I just know that I am never putting my name down on something with someone else who holds the fucking strings. EVER AGAIN.
Well... I've learned my lesson and I know what not to do in the future.
I really need to stop reacting so rashly to sudden changes in my plan. Which gives me more reason to believe that I am a closet megalomaniac... sudden changes in plans usually gets rash reactions.
Wow I feel sick.
My skull feels like a drill or a rusty nail is being pounded into my forehead. and the headache medicine is starting to wear off a little. I am just glad that the nausea is gone.
18 days.
I am not sure why chaos likes to create it's self in my life but the mother fucker likes to and it was here a little while ago.
I received a call from work from my leasing office. They want me to sign a paper that releases me from the lease since I am in a "guarantor" situation. I just know that I am never putting my name down on something with someone else who holds the fucking strings. EVER AGAIN.
Well... I've learned my lesson and I know what not to do in the future.
I really need to stop reacting so rashly to sudden changes in my plan. Which gives me more reason to believe that I am a closet megalomaniac... sudden changes in plans usually gets rash reactions.
Wow I feel sick.
My skull feels like a drill or a rusty nail is being pounded into my forehead. and the headache medicine is starting to wear off a little. I am just glad that the nausea is gone.
18 days.
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