And... here I am again! Back in the same place that I left about a month ago.
Quite a bit has happened but I realized some important things about my life and where I want to go with it.
While I was away from blog posting decisions were made, lives were changed, the cities that are burning in the fires of enemies!
...Well maybe not that last one so much.
No one really cares about what I write and not like I am depressed about it or anything but I am well aware of the reality of blogs. I write because I feel like I am sharing a part of my self in a time of my life where things are changing. Whether or not anyone actually reads this I don't really care. I am sure that I have said this before but I am writing in this blog for me and if anyone actually reads it, awesome ... I guess. Making "public" statements helps keep my thoughts together and keeps me writing.
I got off track again.
As I was saying, I have made a plan. A plan to be the plan of all plans! The plan of my life and where I am going and what I am going with my self.
Yep, another one. But this time it's really good I swear! It is the plan to end all plans.
I decieded to go back to school.
I know huge shocker there but it gets better.
I am NOT going back for Animation.
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I know right? Super shocker!
Now don't get me wrong, I love animation. I love it to death. I still have such a HUGE appreciation for it.
but...
I don't think that I could do it for a career. I like working on one project for a few weeks, with animation I can't do that. I have to sit a desk for millions of hours of millions of days for two or more years drawing the same exact thing over and over and... I don't have the patience for it. Surprise, surprise. I did like animating but I can't see my self doing it for very long. Honestly, I get bored and want to work on other drawings. That's why I have decided to become a Concept Artist/Character Designer as my career. Which there is a market for. It is hugely competitive (animation is just as competitive) but I can work on animation! As well as video games, books, TV and movies! I am really excited. I can work on a project for maybe a month or two and then move on to the next one. My passion is character design, I love drawing people and creatures. I definitely want to make it my career and I will make just about as much as animator makes (maybe a little less).
This is all well and good however but I first need to get a job. I need a part time job to be able to pay for my education. I have been looking all around our area and so far nothing. I haven't given up though. Now that I have a better understanding of where I am going with my life I am excited to make it happen!
That's all I am going to update for now.
Keep up the good work internet.
Ta!