So... I am home.
And I am having a good time here.
Besides working. I really hate my job right now. My old boss hired me back and everything. I am currently working at the downtown location and... well... I really hate it. I have no reason to hate it besides the fact that downtown is super creepy and that it sucks being there.
I do like getting off early and my co-workers are nice but I just don't like my job. I am kind of looking for another one but I am not sure I want to be the "new girl" again and have to relearn where everything goes and all that crap. I guess I am just tired of food service and I am sick of dealing with crazy people. Which come in more frequently downtown then anywhere else I have worked. Even Meier and Frank had less crazy people and there were A LOT of crazy people.
I feel like the new girl here. I know that I have worked with this company before but I feel like I have to relearn everything. So I feel anxious and paranoid that I'll do something wrong. And I hate feeling that way. I always need something to get my mind off of such things. That's one of the reasons why I play video games and watch movies. It's because I don't want to think about work. I know that is escaping but I just don't like being in the moment all the time.
My job is easy. Dealing with the crazy people is hard. And I don't want to do it.
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