Fuck it's Midnight!

I am up waaaaayyyy too late! I am going to be soooo tired tomorrow.

But I just wanted to say this...

I have been stupid. But as we all know... it only takes trial and error to figure these things out. There are certain people that I have let go... not intentionally but certain influences have made this to be the outcome. And I feel bad for that. I didn't want that to happen. But I am going to fix it. I am planning on rectifying my mistakes and I am going to make the effort to be a better friend to those that I have turned my back on.

And I know that sometimes that life happens and that sometimes people loose touch with each other. But I feel as though that this has happened because I have been unintentionally ignoring some people that I really care about.

I know that saying I am sorry here isn't going to change anything. But I am going to make it known that I am going to try my fucking hardest to be a better friend.

So... yeah...

I just had to say that. I know that I wasn't direct. But this is just a journal point in my life. I know what needs to be done. I am just preserving the moment here. Immortalizing it on the internet. (as immortal as the internet can be at this point).

Also on another note

There is something that needs to be dug back up.

But I am honestly not sure of what the reaction will be... and I don't know if I am quite ready for that yet but I do know that it is coming. I am just hoping that the feeling is mutual and is not going to blow up in my face and retaliate.

So... be ready... because that day is coming.