49 days!!!!

That sounds so much better then fifty or so days....

I have been thinking about how I would be making this work and I think I came up with a good solution...

After I buy my plane ticket and when the time gets closer to when I have to leave I will send my roommate's mom the check for the utilities and just say if there is any outstanding balance to send me the bill and I'll send the rest of the money. Then to tell my roommate when I am going home and to tell her that I sent her mother a check for the utilities and she should be getting it in a couple of days and if she still wants me to pay for May's utilities that is fine... but I really need to go home. I would then tell her that I let the leasing office know and that it should be okay. May's rent is already paid for and I should be able to do this... That way her mom will get the check and it will be good and then I will go home! I can't fucking wait!

Plus if I leave on the 19th everything will just be better... I think. If the price of the ticket does go up I will still pay for it... I am fucking leaving on the fucking 19th of April. I would prefer if the price didn't change too much... I mean really I can't see it going up in the next couple of days... it just doesn't seem likely to me... but you never know I guess...

So here is the plan:

I quit my shitty job on the 16th of April
I pack all my shit the 17th-18th
and I get up early and I call for the taxi to come and pick my ass up at 7am and I get to the airport and hop on the plane home on the 19th!

That way I won't have to worry about money and food for ten days. Also since there is nothing to do here then I would just stay in the apartment not doing ANYTHING!

I know I keep repeating my self in these entries but seriously I just want to emphasize that I want to get out of here. And when there would be nothing to do then... what would be the point?

So on day 47 I am going to buy my plane ticket! Also I am going to submit my PSU application... since I have no fucking money in my bank account then I can't fucking buy anything... Which is weird because I thought that credit takes a few days to process so that I would be in the clear... But whatever... I guess this is just my patience lesson. So I am going to be patient... Which is kind of hard when I have a such a strong desire to leave.