I had a really weird dream...
I was in this house that reminded me of my dad's but the house itself was built ON a hill... like they didn't level the land or anything for the house to sit on... they just built the house on the hill... and the door to the sidewalk (yes this was in the city) was kind of like a back door almost... it was an open space like where you would put dirty shoes and gardening equipment if you were so inclined. The door itself had a window in it as well as two large windows on either side. Everybody in the house knew that something was going down. Especially me. I was trying to get all the doors locked and secure. We figured that if the doors were at least locked we would be safe. I watched all these people pass by like a mob. Moving fast. I knew that the infection would soon activate their mass aggression. So that is why we were all preparing ourselves.
I was calling my family and telling them to lock their doors and to make sure that any other entrances were locked. and to beware of those that might be susceptible to the infection...
This infection was kind of like in 28 days later where people would become extremely aggressive. But actually... it was different because instead of being mindless... they would talk and speak to you. Which was slightly more frightening. I watched as the infection struck them all at the same time and then the mob was running down the street. Some of them noticed me by the window and ran at the door. I realized then that I didn't lock that door that I was standing next to... I hurriedly pushed on the door to lock it but it didn't work... the two infected people burst through and I called to the people behind me to help me. I kept saying HELP ME!!! HELP ME!!!! and they all just stood there staring at me... no one helped me. then someone was shaving William Shatner's head and talking about... something... I don't recall what it was... but his head was huge!
I actually woke up at some point and I consciously didn't want to go back to sleep because of this dream. I haven't done that in years... But I realized that it was 6:30 in the morning and I reluctantly went back to sleep.
There was another part of the dream... where I had my kitty and was taking him from the Mitchell Court house (which is where I lived for a short time) and my best friend (whom I haven't seen or spoken too in a long time...) showed up in a huge ass SUV style car that was either bright orange or pink (I don't remember which) and asked me if I needed a ride and I said "yeah" so I put my cat in the back of the car and he immediately pissed on something. So we put blankets all around the car so that it wouldn't soak through... if he happened to pee elsewhere. She took me to my mom's apartment and dropped me off and me and my kitty were in my mom's apartment and then I remembered that I would be in huge trouble because my stepdad was allergic to cats! (which isn't true...) I don't remember what happened after that...
I looked up the part where I was helpless. It says that I am feeling like that in real life. Part of that I believe is true. I would say that I have felt helpless a few times and frusterated that I am not home right now. But I don't think that I am helpless about not doing anything about it because I am... I am trying to go home and after tomorrow everything will be official. Since I will have my ticket bought and paid for.
The fact that I had ANOTHER zombie like dream is kind of discerning... But these "zombies" were different than they were in the other dream... I think that they represented the customers that I have to deal with everyday... The angry violent people that I have to deal with... and I was helpless after they broke through my defense... the door... I think there is something that I haven't dealt with... but what that is... I have no idea. I just want to go home! And that is all I want to do at this point. I don't want to see anybody. I don't want to hang out with people I just want to go home and see and hang out with my friends.
Oh by the way...
48 days!
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